Hungering For Elohim

Each pregnancy teaches me something new about my L-rd. And about myself..

This pregnancy I have realized, quite recently actually that my focus has been on my struggles and worries instead of on the One who holds all my tomorrows in His hand.
Worries sweep us away and we sink literally into the waters where more worries await us.
Peter walked on the water to meet Christ but when he begin to fear and worry that he would sink; taking his eyes off of Christ he begin to sink. And he begin to fear..just moments before this man was walking on water!!

Hungering for Elohim and His ways...willing to put my eyes back on Him..seeing where my lack of faith has taken me from walking on the water to sinking into the deep.

Belief in what He wants to do in my life. What He is willing to do..
Am I willing to let Him work through me in newness? Trusting Him for all He has planned? Putting all the worries aside and letting the hunger and thirst pull me along to the G-d who can satisfy!

Yes, I can meet Him at the river...

Walk With Him Wednesday

A week ago I was sitting in my living room on our recently acquired free sofa..I was feeling so peaceful with all my children gathered around me crocheting. I was amazed as I watched them create and design. Amazed at how quickly they learned how to do crochet.
I put in S.M. Davis's What To Expect From a Twelve Year Old. We all listened as he talked of what the world expected of 12 year olds and teenagers around this age. What a contrast it was to what the Father expects! And as my 13 yr. old and 12 year old listened I could see the look of disagreement on their handsome faces. And then they gave voice to them..
'Mama, we're not like that! That's not true! That's not us!"
No, indeed it's not! And thank you Father! Thank you that through my sweet children I see You moving and working through me! I see that as we teach our children your Word and to obey your commands the fruit of that comes shining through!

Last night I lay in my bed tired from a long day not wanting to move..My pillow was on the couch as my pregnant body finds itself there many days. But I could not find the strength to pick myself up to go down the stairs to retrieve it. My bed was so cozy and restful..
My manly man got himself up and out of bed and went down and got my pillow for me..he settled everything down for the night and got back into bed. For many minutes I lay there and thought of the small kindness my dh had just shown me! How it meant so much! Though little it even today stays with me..
I see the Father's love through actions such as what my man did!

Our faith isn't always shown in doing BIG things for G-d. Alot of times it's just the simple everyday things where we see His love and see how He is working in and through us!
Through our children, our loves, our neighbors, friends, families and even strangers.

Let's be sure to look for those daily opportunities to see Father and how He is working.

Phil 2:13 ....for God is the one working among you both the willing and the working for what pleases him

Loving Like Father...

As we have been doing Torah Studies with our children we are beginning to see the LOVE of Father...

Let me share it with you here:

Genesis (its Hebrew name is Bereisheet meaning “in the beginning”) is the book dealing
with beginnings and how YHVH in his divine power chose certain people to accomplish his
purposes on earth.

Exodus (Hebrew name: Shemot meaning “names”) is the book whose main theme is redemption
or salvation. In this case, it is about Israel’s deliverance or salvation from Egypt (Hebrew:
Mitzraim), which we shall see later is a spiritual picture of this evil world. In Exodus we learn just how YHVH saves his people out of the world (or spiritual Egypt) and we are shown that his people are redeemed in order to worship him. The steps of YHVH’s plan of redemption are laid out in Exodus 6:6–8.

Leviticus (Hebrew: Vayikra meaning “he [YHVH] called”) gives instructions on HOW to worship YHVH. YHVH didn’t just tell his people to leave Egypt and to go into the wilderness to worship him. He gave them specific instruction on how to do this in Leviticus. This book is like an instruction book or “how to” manual on worshiping YHVH.

Numbers (Hebrew: B’midbar meaning “in the wilderness”) gives instructions pertaining to our spiritual walk and warfare in the “wilderness” of life. Upon leaving Egypt, not only does Israel learn to worship YHVH, but life in the wilderness begins. The wilderness is a picture of our physical lives on this earth as we are headed for the spiritual Promised Land of YHVH’s eternal or forever spiritual kingdom. We must learn to overcome sin and temptations.
We must learn to fight the devil and those who follow him who will attack us. We become victorious overcomers by faith in YHVH (and in his Word—the Torah and Yeshua) who will provide for all of our needs and help us to fight our battles

Deuteronomy (Hebrew: D’varim meaning “words”) gives instructions
to the younger generation preparing them to enter the Promised Land. Deuteronomy reviews the truths of the Torah, and adds some new Torah-laws, as well. In this book, we learn what our hearts should be like when obeying YHVH’s Torah (his instructions in righteousness). In it, YHVH predicts or prophesies
what will happen to Israel in the future IF they either obey or disobey his Torah-instructions.


WOW!! Did you know that the Torah had such promises that teach us of the LOVE of our ELohim and His son Yeshua the Messiah??

Will we be one of the chosen ones who bring forth the purposes He wants to accomplish on the earth as those in Genesis and love like Father?

Are we redeemed from spiritual Egypt? Have we given our lives and hearts to Yeshua in belief and then chosen to walk out that faith by following His commands?
When we do this we are redeemed and He has set us apart to worship Him; giving freely His love to others..!

Father loves us and didn't leave us hanging without instructions on how to worship Him. In Leviticus we find instructions on just what YHVH expects.

Then Father gives us instructions on how to live our lives here on earth.. We come to Yeshua in belief and faith and then we ask, "What do you want of me Elohim?" Where do I go from here?" "How can I make what I believe, my faith active and living?" We are pointed to Yeshua and his words, "If you love me, you will obey my commands." We can find those commands as YHVH gave them to us in Numbers. Did you know that Yeshua kept the Torah perfectly? Did you know He kept all the Biblical Feasts? Yeshua set an example for us...the LOVE of Father through His son! Can we show the LOVE of Father by obeying Him??

In Deuteronomy we find more instructions but also WONDERFUL promises given to us His people who because of our belief in Yeshua have also become Abraham's seed! If you haven't read the promises given to us I challenge you to go and read the promises YHVH gave if we will but follow Him and His ways; not our own..

Father loves us and through His word we see an amazing plan begin to unfold...

Let us LOVE as Father does! Let us seek His truths through His word! I pray that YHVH's love for YOU will be clearly shown as you seek Him in His whole Word...

What glorious love we have been given! Too amazing to comprehend! And with it a chance to LOVE like Father does!

Are you up for the challenge??

Walk With Him; Listening for His Voice..

Endless days sometimes wear on me. Day's where the beginning and the end blur..
I find myself overwhelmed and hungry for His presence..

I find I need more of Him and less of me..

Dreams that remind me of the hurt and callousness..but make the here and now more beautiful!

This family Elohim has given me. A woman so unworthy.

I stop and take a breath..life has just moved. Bumps and kicks..

A sweet reminder of a blessing given me by Father..even to this unworthy woman..

I hear His voice through new life within..

Such precious smiles and baby blues here in front of me...

Again He speaks to me.

My sweet dh's voice in my ears, whispering "I love you Puttycat"

In the midst of work and stress I find peace.

I find it in the voice of my Saviour; Yeshua..

He does not leave me comfortless..

There is even words for me if I stop to listen!