The internet can be an interesting place but for me it's also a place where I find I can get my feelings hurt, feel alone and a myriad of other feelings. Lately I have been wondering how beneficial it is being on some of the places I am. Such as, facebook..sometimes it's so quiet that I wonder if I am invisible? Sometimes the comments and posts are frequent and I feel loved and other times I am left feeling blah..seems there is something wrong with this picture? Maybe I should take a leave of abscence from facebook? I don't know? Just something I am thinking on..
Maybe I am just weird and no one else out there experiences these things?
I have been thinking lately that I am a put all my eggs in one basket sort of gal which can leave me hurt and feeling alone, etc.. It's just my personality to be this way..just who I am but perhaps learning to separate my eggs and put them into other baskets would be more beneficial? I'm not speaking of facebook here by the way..so as not to confuse anyone.
I guess today is a day for sharing thoughts and feelings and for rambling..
Most likely I am not making any sense...oh well..just thinking out loud here..
eggs in one basket? that cracks me up! :) I've been wondering the same thing as well, but try not to let it get to you...you are very loved!!! No matter who lurks and who comments ;)
ReplyDeleteI love you, too! I love reading your posts, and I always keep up with your blog....even if you weren't on Facebook, b/c I keep it in Reader. Hey, I feel the same way sometimes. Like I wonder whether I'm wasting my time b/c no one cares about what I post anyway. But, maybe that's not true...sometimes people just don't have time to comment on everything. BUT, it's probably true that some people just don't care. That's just the way it is, my dear friend.
ReplyDeleteI think it is important to focus on where our acceptance should come from and it is not from others. I don't think we can be all that someone else needs us to be, so we need to trust in the One who can be everything to is. :-)
ReplyDeleteyou know, i was just thinking this today myself. i think it's just the nature of things and people...kind of like the tide, highs and lows. i know you don't celebrate christmas, but many do and this time of year there is much going on for many people. but then i suppose there is much to do for hannukah too, right? it's a busy time of year...i love you and appreciate you very much, even if i don't comment as much as you'd like! i at least try to 'like' what you post on fb! honestly, sometimes i just feel lazy about commenting, not just with you, in general!
ReplyDeleteyou aren't alone in your feelings. Seriously I wonder almost everyday why I bother with FB or my blog LOL!!!
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