Do you ever feel like you fail at everything you do in life? That even when you try to do the right thing it blows up in your face? That you're a failure?
Ya, me too!
Do you ever feel unloved and unworthy of anyone loving you? Do you feel like you can't trust anyone because eventually everyone hurts you? Do you ever feel it's because of who you are and how unlovable you are?
Ya, me too!
You know that even though you're heart was right and your intentions honorable that in the end it will be your fault and you'll be to blame. You feel this way because sadly this is what life has taught you..
Ya, me too!
Do you ever wonder why you even try anymore? Do you remind yourself why you guard your heart and staying at home hiding is so inviting?
Ya, me too!
Do you ever regret letting others see you vunerable? You know your weakness will be laughed at and mocked and used against you.
Ya, me too!
Do you ever wonder why the Father up in heaven would care about someone such as you? How could he?
Ya, me too!
Hang in there~
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Oh Ambra, I'm sorry you have been feeling so discouraged honey! I have been so focused on my stuff I haven't been able to get together and talk...I am so sorry. I love you, dear friend, and what ever is going on...you are going to make it! You have so many people in your life who love you. Your children all adore you, your hubby is madly in love with you, and you have GOOD friends who truly care about you. Please don't let the thoughtless actions of a so called "Christian" cause you to lose faith in people. In my experience some of those "Christians" (quotes are INTENTIONAL) are the ones who are the MOST hateful, hurtful, and judgmental. Hang in there friend. There are plenty of wonderful, loving REAL Christians in the world and YOU are one of them. I am so sorry someone hurt you. Let's get together soon and talk OK. Love ya girly!! <3
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